School was okay I guess, not too intensive nor too slacky.
Had SS first, everyone was (relatively) quiet today, same for English (shocker), which really let the thought that everyone has already begun to feel the first few burns of the fact that the 'O' Levels are so bloody close. Still, it comes as a relief that not everyone is really chionging and at least trying to have some fun instead of becoming a reclusive bastard who hisses whenever anyone gets close. Well, maybe not yet.
Point is, I keep having the feeling that, as of now, I am just not doing enough, to try and close the gap most have ahead of me. Should I pick up the pace slowly or rush to them? Pros and cons to each. If I were to choose to quicken the pace by a small amount, I would have enough to last in the long run, which is a good thing for my mental health but it might run the risk that I may not put in enough effort and cause me to lose out in the end. If I were to rush, sure I would be able to chase everyone down with a lot less time, but again, I am not sure my mind and body can adjust to such a drastic change or whether or not I am able to handle all of it, or ultimately crash and burn. Adding to the fact that due to my extremely short attention span, I WILL actually get friggin bored and my mind will just shut off immediately. Heh. Kind of in the shitter right now.